Following on from post above.
I'm thinking he's messing and with my over confidence and bring really nieve at that age I'm thinking I'm in control of the situation.
I laughed an was like "yea haha u loved my show, bet you'd love to take my virginity"
Telling him no chance with that thing (pointing to his massive bulge)
"You'll just have wank while u suck"
He laughed an was like "guess so"
He carried on kissing my neck... moving down kissing my chest as he went.
He pulled my boxers down an my dick was already solid... probably about 4-5 inches at that age with little hair.
He took it in his hand and put his mouth round it.
Being stud there outside with just my trainers on with my boxers round my ankles with the sun on my body was a massive turn on.
I was in heaven feeling my dick touched an sucked for the first ever time ever feeling all grown up that I was having my first sexual experience.
Feeling powerful that even tho I was 14 I'd managed to get this older guy mega turned on with my body an now got him doing what I want sucking me.
He carried on sucking me for a min then said to lay down in the grass cus it will be better.
I lay down on my back...he stud there looking down at me telling me how hot I looked.
He took his boxers off an his dick sprang out solid... probably at least 8inches long and like 3 times as fat as mine.
I wasn't shocked cus I'd seen how big his bulge was so knew he was big.
My eyes were glued to it tho seeing a fully grown dick for the first time in the flesh.
He stud there an started wanking it a bit looking at me, laughing a bit like "you like my dick lad?"
I'm like "yea I love it, hope mine gets that big"
I sat up an touched it..my hand looking so small as I wanked it a bit..him moaning something like "yea boy play with it"
I put the head in my mouth a bit an sucked it for a few seconds.
His hands suddenly at my head pushing it down...him like "yea suck it boy"
My mouth being stretched as wide as it would go as 3 or 4 inches suddenly forced in.
I didn't like it so put my hands on his legs an pushed myself off it saying that's enough an lay back down telling him to finish what we agreed.
He's laughing like "proper little tease ain't you?"
Me-"Haha yea, u love it!"
Him-"yea tease me some more an IL finish your bj"
Him- "show me your virgin hole"
I take my boxers right off an lift my legs, holding them open letting him see it..loving teasing him I start to play with it.
He throws me a little bottle out his shorts telling me to squirt it on my hole an play more.
I'm mega turned on with him watching wanking his dick so I squirt a bit on my fingers an start to push a finger in...then 2 but stop when it starts to hurt.
He's like "carry on lad"
I'm like "no it's hurting"
He throws me another little bottle.
I pick it up an ask what it is.
He's like it's poppers, it just helps guys relax an gives a rush.
Telling me to hold one side of my nose an sniff it a few times through the other.
I try to take the top off but can't.
He's takes it off me undoing the top... laughing that it's a child proof lid.
He passed it back saying to keep my finger over it until I sniff.
I'm not sure about it but don't see the harm in trying.
I put it to my nose an take a sniff....he says to take 5 big sniffs so I do.
He takes the bottle back an puts the lid on.
I think nothing has happened until suddenly my head starts to rush...I can feel my heart beating mega fast an feel all warm an dizzy.
He sees it's kicked in an tells me to try fingering my hole again.
I feel all horny so put a finger in again...it feels better now...he's telling me to go for it an squirts loads of the lube over my hole.
I put 2 fingers in an it doesn't hurt this time...he's wanking egging me on.
Before I know it I've got 4 fingers inside an it feels good.
He's loving watching me..he's like "yea fuck that hole boy"
He gets down an goes to suck my dick again.
He starts sucking an gives me the popper bottle again saying to have a good sniff again cus they wear off fast an that it's a weak bottle.
I sniff it loads of times an get the rush again.
He moves my hand as he's sucking me an starts to use his fingers on my hole asking if I like it.
I'm like "yea carry on"
His hands are way bigger than mine but he gets 3 fingers in an it doesn't hurt.
He's telling me my hole feels amazing inside all smooth.
My dick is going a bit soft but he says it's the popper's an not to worry it will go hard again.
He stops sucking an concentrates on fingering my hole...in my dazed state I just lay there an let him.
He tells me I've loosened up good now an to relax an enjoy it.
He goes in his shorts an pulls out another bottle saying these are way better now I'm used to it.
He opens it an holds it under my nose telling me to sniff, I have a couple of sniffs an go to pull away.
He holds the bottle there tho an says to carry on an that IL love it.
I keep sniffing while he holds it there saying again, again.
After sniffing it multiple times I'm suddenly woozy as fuck vaguely hearing him say something like "yea kid that's strong shit that"
He suddenly without warning flips me onto my front face down and before I even know what's happening.
I vaguely feel legs pulled apart an my hole being opened again an for a second think he's fingering me again.
Suddenly his weight is pressing down on me tho an I realize even in my mega dazed state that he's pushing his dick into me.
I can feel my hole stretching wide an feeling really full as he pushes more an more in.
I'm lay there thinking "shit he's actually fucking me"
It starts to hurt as he goes more in an I snap out of my dazed state a bit.
I tell him to stop, that I don't want fucking.
He's like "you been gagging for it kid"
I say I haven't an tell him to stop again.
He says I've been a prick tease since I got there an was getting what I was asking for.
I tried to struggle an shout....his whole attitude suddenly changed an he got angry saying I obviously wanted it rougher.
He pinned me down an put a hand over my mouth.
My hole suddenly felt like it was on fire as he forced all his dick in, feeling like it was going into my tummy as he started thrusting really hard.
I'm screaming by now muffled under his hand hearing him repeatedly saying over an over in my ear "take it" "take it" and "fuck yea"
Finally after what seemed like ages but was probably a few mins he said he was shooting an to take his load, he collapsed on top of me moaning.
He pulled out an got up.
Straight away he started getting dressed.
I turned over not knowing what to say.
He was looking at me...he's like "aww look at that cute little face, why so sad?, Is it cus You came for a bj an got your virginity taken instead?" "Bare fucked an loaded" laughing as he's saying it.
Saying he'd loved every second.
He picked up my boxers an put them in his pocket saying they were a souvenir.
Said he'd leave me to sort myself out and left.
I put my shorts an t-shirt on an lay there for ages thinking about what had happened and how it had got to him raping me from just meeting for a bj..half laughing to myself thinking he never actually even finished the bj