Maybe?
For context I’m an 18 year old boy in Texas
A couple years back I started talking out men online in chat rooms and some gay cruising websites. I don’t know why, but the idea of being fucked by a man in public really got me looking for anyone willing to. Anyways, I found this 40-ish year old guy who was like 10 miles away, I told him my real age and he loved the idea of being touched by someone with a big age gap. I cleaned my butt and shaved everything because I was a virgin before this, only sucked one guy, and wanted to see how much I could take. Around thirty minutes later he pulls up down the street and I go outside and walk to his car, it’s like one in the morning at this point. I get in the back and he joins me. This guy was around six feet tall, black hairy, maybe a little gut. He try’s talking a bit but I’m nervous so he just whips his cock out and tells me to suck it. It was about 7 inches and pretty thick. He held my head and commented on how cute I was. As I sucked him he started rubbing spit on my hole and at that point I was ready. He lays me down on my stomach and I feel his tip against my entrance but I feel like there wasn’t really any lube. He suddenly pops his tip in and it HURT LIKE HELL. I started wincing but he just covered my mouth and pushed in immediately. After he was balls deep he kinda just held it there till he did little strokes in and out. At this point I was super nervous and a little creeped out so I told him I needed to go home because I thought it was a mistake and that I probably need sleep, but he insisted it would be okay and I could get sleep later, so I went along with it to be nice. I eventually kinda tried pushing him off me and told him I was going home, but he just pinned me and held my hands in place so I couldn’t move. I kept kinda telling him how I should go home because it’s late and he could get in trouble but he just kept going till he said I could leave, didn’t say if he came, just got mad and let me go. I finally run back to my house with a hurting butt as he drives away. I thought about how weird it was but I started feeling something down my leg. Turns out he came in me.
Anyways I think he was just a creep lol. If he was more handsome or many just prepped me I would’ve been fine. Now I’m a fiend for dick lol.