Stop blaming society and go out and get some cocky or pussy or whatever you want!!!!
Your not a victim unless you make yourself one

I was 13 when the thought of another guys penis turned me on. In class I remember the first time daydreaming about sucking a guy's penis and him sucking mine. I've never acted on these feelings and am mostly attracted to girls. However, these thoughts have never left.

I find dicks sexy and would suck the right one but I am not gay and don't find guys sexy. Go figure

Curious too, and enjoy looking at them there cocks. =P

But I don't have any wild stories and I haven't even seen a hard one up close yet.

My experiences started with my male friends growing up ... we all more or less learned to masturbate and were comfortable doing it in front of each other. We were all too young to ejaculate, it was a time of exploring and sharing what we knew with each other. These activities eventually progressed to stroking and occasionally sucking each other. As teenagers most of this all stopped and females became more important sexually. As a senior citizen I have stumbled upon a married friend that (like me) had early experiences and isn't scared of another dick. We neither one go for 'proper' gay porn but really like dicks and getting each other off. We limit our fun to watching porn together (homemade and regular) while we suck and jack each other. This has been a somewhat regular thing (monthly) for the past few years.

Myself i,m straight but have always had the urge to give a blowjob to another man, I,d love to recieve one from a man as well ireckon it could be better than from a woman as men tend to know the best spot and what feels really good. Never really fancied the idea of penetrative sex with a man though, giving or receiving, anyone think that weird or not?

"the stars above^^^ were ... b r o t h e r

why is there such a filter on a site that is so blatantly open about sexuality and showing genitals?"

wow! errr yes now i see why that word was filtered even though it didnt in any way go in that direction.

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Thanks for the comments and its kinda good to know i aint alone.
I once worked in Instanbul for 4 months at a 5 star hotel. i was the DJ there and we had some regulars come in on weekends. I be-friended many but one guy in particular who looked at me and i looked at him, i instantly knew that he wasnt just "looking" at me and that feeling was very weird because where i come from that doesnt happen!
it took a while (due to my insecurity) but we ended up back at my room and we had some fondling and fun but nothing full on.
I really do think that if i had stayed there (in turkey), something would've happened along the lines of a relationship. as i said, im Bi (but i'd like to be a bit more Bi if i could, if you know what i mean), i do love my girls as well but this guy was different! who knows what wouldda happened but thats life eh!

For people here who have never given or received a BJ from a bloke, let me tell you it was both the weirdest and most wonderful thing! when i was giving it, my mind was telling me that this is just the most wrong thing to do (as in everything ive been told over the years about gay/bi or whwatever)...and yet my other brain was telling me that this was incredible and to carry on.

If i'd stayed i think i wouldve tried full sex as the guy i was with was also a virgin and he too felt opressed to a certain degree, even though the nightlife in istanbul was .. lets say .. very open.

it was never meant to be i guess!

I believe everyone is curious to some degree.

the stars above^^^ were ... b r o t h e r

why is there such a filter on a site that is so blatantly open about sexuality and showing genitals?