"is there lady's to fuck me strap on. I can't find no one who will tried dating sites forums blogs and still no one what the fuck is going on i am not allowed to and i should just shut up lol?"

Was there a question in there? I didn't see one of these hooky punctuation marks (?) or even a "dot" aka period in that run of words. Perhaps there is a lack of interest because the ladies didn't understand what you said and/or asked for.