I am the female one. Call me Cindy if you want, fake one. That man is Mike, fake name also.

Sorry there will be no any pictures or straight sexual describtion because I am a Chinese and an ESL person. Mike is a local Canadian but not blonde.

Firstly some numbers i think needed.

My height is 5.12 foot. Mike is 5.8 foot. Weight: mine is 60kg and his is 75kg.

I think we like each other, well, at least sexually, ?but i do not consider relationship with any men from beginning till now.

I am 27 yo and his is 38.

The reason why I asked this question because after I broke my virginity in 20, till now, I only had sex with all chinese men, nothing more than that. I do not even have much sexual experience to be honest. Now i am thinking about having sex with someone, Mike,?who is obviously stronger than a chinese, i mean duration, size, sexual skills, etc. Just compared to those chinese men I HAD. I am only talking in GENERAL, i know it cannot be so absolte with races and sexual abilities. Well I have not tried other races either.

I think i need to explain my own situation then I can get my answer in a better way. This will be quite long besides i could have some grammar problems.

Regardless the older ones, the youngest one I had, that chinese man was 28 yo while i was around 22. I think I am a high drive female, well of course sexually. This man is ok, but still not as strong as I am, I fucked him almost everyday in that month and most of time, he can only have sex once a day. I forgot his duration, i think it should be less than 30 min. He worked in daytime but not hard work. Overall speaking, he is ok in Chinese but still, i want someone who is stronger.

Another thing i?am concerned about is my... well tight vagina problem. I am not feeling all good about that, based on my one past experience. I used to stay, or live with a chinese man I loved BEFORE, his name is Paul, i think his size is ok in Chinese, but obvious not too big, just an ok size to me. He was an experienced one among other chinese men. The very first time i had sex with Paul, when i was 22, after he prepared me(i was pretty excited because i was in love with him at that time), he put his penis in, I felt a very painful feeling, almost just the same as my real first time(just for adding, my first man's stuff is too small,a shame?of him but good for me because i was a virgin at that time) In that time of sex, all i can remember now is the pain, no pleasure. For?Paul, ?he told me 1 or 2 years later that I was too tight for him in that moment, well, i do not want to expand more about this, i mean he just missed the feeling so much. But i felt too painful at that time, it is the first and only time I felt it.? Before Paul, i had at least 1.5 years no sex and do not like toys..

Now I had at least one year and 2 or 3 months no sex. About the tightness of my vagina, an Italian Canadian man, whose body shape is neither slim or big, he put his only mid finger into it, I got the pleasure then I stopped him from moving his finger inside me.

I am worrying that since Mike's penis will be surely bigger and longer than chinese men's, will I have a hard time at the beginning adapt myself to him?? Will it be painful again even if I will be well prepared? Since he knows what kind of vagina and Vaginal opening i have and he is too excited for that, i am not sure I will be ok if he pushed harder than my body can accept.

Do any men who have much? this kind of interracial experience can help me? Thank you very much!