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Started by Greek18cm at 29,Apr,18 18:39  other posts of Greek18cm
So, this is going to be a long thread even if i am going to make it as short as i can. I wil try to be brief but...well
I meet this girl about three or four years ago in her 18th birthday. We are 2nd cousins but had not benn in touch since she was just 6 years old and i was working at her fathers bar-cafe at her village before her parents split up.
We met,and i knew rumours that she is a slut so i was thinking,ok maybe if i go out with her i will get lucky with her friends. So, as her charachter was/is she did not hesitate to take me in her day to day life. You know i was working have money and a car so... It seems perfect to her.
As the time goes she had this aproach to me that day by day make me have feelings for her. You know she was acting like she own me, make small jealous scenes if i was interesting in other girls. She demand that i will be there for her and when we were ouy she literaly flirting with me,with her dance and other regular stuff you know.
So once she had me one her grisp, and starting to show her self to the public and make her conections (conections who could make by her own -as she already have some - but i made it easier) she starting to give me this signs that :ok we had fun but you are not going to havr it:... But she continue to demand my presence as she needed. She was using our relationship as a shield so we dont have sex. I was never ask her but she knew. And what it drives me crazy is that she was fucking with every one but me. Fatter than me. Uglier than me. Dirty guys. Old guys. I was feeling the rejection all over me...
So i was backing her at every thing she wants. And my feelings and lust was growing bigger. And every day for a year we spend all the time together and it was then that i was starting seeing things. Also hearing...
People talking me, friends talking me, relatives talking to me. All saying she is a prostitude. I was not listening really, illusioning my self even if i was things in my eyes. Well i did not she someone fuck her and paying her but i saw her dumping me when we are ouy and come back after half an hour or living with a car and come back later.
I saw her exes (plurar ex is it?) one by one, if she was just 18 she already has 2-3 guys at age between 45-55 and all three of them had small or big cafe or clubs at the city. I did not give a fuck i had nice time with her and i was proud to have such a beautiful girl to my side so i pretended to my self that all this is rumours or missforune cuincidences.
In this first year many things happened but it would take ages to give you the details. Maybe in a book... The point is she was spoiled by me, never say her no, and she new i could not be able to be mad at her.
So after a year there was this friend of her to the Metropolis City of our region. She moved from a 80.000 people city to a 3.000.000 . And then i am starting to really tribulate. All things i passed the last year start to get gigantic in the next three months. At the begining she was calling me every day... Talking me about how things is there... Planning to meet me when she come bach the end of the week...
After a while the phones top to be regular. She start to come back and dont even tell me... So what happened, she was working at first at a strip club and then to a greek type o night entertainment (i dont know how to say in englissh-is a place for the very reach people you will understand).
So in one of her calls told me that she is making company to reach people, she is drinking for free and when i said that she is going with them she denied. Later she said me in the middle of the night photoes from a hotel, in an othe cith (athens 5.000.000 people) with sampaighne and fruits and when i questioned that she said :i am with a friend:....
That was to much for me. The rumors in the villlage was killing me. So one day she came back and not telling me so i go and find her. And she goes mad making a scene and dont even want to talk to me. So i am calming her down and take her to er home. She calms me also and tell me to relax and we will talk. And five minutes later she blocked me for some days. I was so in to her that this was all my life...
Some days later she called me and say some knonsens. We talked for an hour. She get mad then calm then emotionally charged, i was terified. And she knew that i was fearing to loose her for ever. So we conclude that she has work and that she does not want to be nothing with me not even cousins.
So we broke our bond and i was monitoring her activities to the big city know lots of people i know. I learn that she was a prostitude. I also knew a guy from my village was going there to she her and i was so jealous. And this guy plays a part in the hole story. So almost a year pass after she left for the big city so, i am informed from my people that she came bach to stay. And i know that something wrong happened.
I was this time at a very bad shape. Having sex with girls and cant cum (that still continius), so i am going to this psychologist who insist to find her and talk to her. So i am at this bar and thinking of her and randomly she apears thera with her best friend. And she comes to me like nothing happened to suprise me and i was like the happiest person on earth.
I grapped her and she was screaming by joy and then, well i dont know what happened first but, i grabbed her uss for first time and also asking her while hug her :why why my babe why:... She just act like that hole year was no bi deal. So we seperate and spend the night with our friends and later this week we get together and talk.
We talk for hours. She was defferent. I was able to see clearly that something hppended. I knew about her prostitution and some rumours about drugs but... She was defferent or at least that was what i wanted to see. So we start hugging out once again. This time i was admit taht except my emotions i a;so have sexual emotions for her
She was insisting that all war rumorous and she was just a little wild. I knew it was a lie. So a new cycle began. We went out. We spent tons of hours. Again we had some troubles. I was working hard and some times she was going out instead of me with this guy i told you arlier. And i was jealous. She said they are friend but i had this instict you know... Also in our bad momments he made me by blackmailing that she is not going to talk to me again, she make me to erase any messages we had in any media...
Well i will pass the details and describe you our last month at August 2017. She was telling me she want to sell her eggs for money. So people told me she is joking me and something else is going on. So i once again do what she wants. I was taking her to the clinic every time she asked. I was again doing what she demands. And then it happens.
I no longer own a car after this and my family insist to leave at another country for job since i get unemployed at September. So i do one last move. Making her some presents and prepare to go. And she was find once again the way to hurt me . She turn the gifts into a case that she can get mad at me. No important how now its details but imagine that you give many presents to someone and this someone get mad at you just because she wants to...
So after that something happened and i stayed at the country did not leave. So i am going to find a job and find the exact place the universe had this time. I went to someplace wich is semi legal i can say. And the other places around us was totaly ****. Actually next to my job there was a place with prostitudes.
And so in taht work day by day or night by night i learned from the people there even more. THey insure me that yes she is a prostitude and even more. That she is going to the peolple and talk bad about me that she is using me and just go out with me in order to do what she wants and for the money.
So after some days she send me a message. As i was expecting, i was going to the rescue every time something was not going as she planned. And there are everybody acting like :do not answer her. So i answer just that i am ok and did not give anything else. And even she was making the move to find me, she stil 7 months later did not oficialy read my anser. (i ansered one word so she could read it anyway and i bet she was furius)...
So time passed and i hear she wants to come to my place to play but is not coming because i am there. And one night she apperas in the door with this guy i am so jaelous. And they freeze as they saw me but i was like i dont even turn to look at you. So she just scream :hi to all" but there was no response the turn out and left since they said came to see the boss...
So this guy is the eternal crush of my cousins best friend. This best friend is really really fat and this guy as i learned is fucking her get money from her and then spends it whith my cousin. What i dont know is if this best friend knows about it and is ok or if they trick her. Also i dont know if my cousin tricking this guy or they do it together...
So i am so jealous about him because she choosing him to have fun and even fuck... And then it cames the cherry to the fucking cake.
The guy who owns the place with the prostitudes who is in touch with me this time, meet my cousin, i dont know how but the last4-5 months they are together. Thats why she did not come back to me yet. He has money. a nice car that she can loan, and he also gave her a job in a night club of the town. Everything she wants.
So, i am now without a car and almost broke because all my money went to her... I am starting a new job in two days but i feel so... First i an on foot and she can do her life with everyone else. It will take me a month so i can have some good money (and she has her birthday in 2 weeks) and even 4-5 untill i buy a new car. That means the hole summer i will be contained will she... I really want her back. I want her to give me some resect... I want to tell you so many things about that but... Thats my story i want your opinion. Maybe you guys can help me.
I know and expect that the most of you will tell me not to get back at her at any case but i really really dont fell able to do this...

She is not really a bad person. She is good,when she wants. I do not know what to do.

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By Greek18cm at 22,May,18 16:17 other posts of Greek18cm 
She came back, after her break up with her pimp. So for now sshe behavess nice....
By phart at 25,May,18 11:37 other posts of phart 
I am starting to believe she is the smarter 1 of the 2 of you because she knows how to "push your buttons". 1 or both of you seem to be fucked up as a football bat .
By Greek18cm at 25,May,18 12:29 other posts of Greek18cm 
I dont know what that means... yes we are both unstable. She in general (she startss to admiting it) aand i with her. No in general sshe is not ssmarter. But i am naive eith her and yes sshe knows my buttons.

By Dong69 at 05,May,18 09:47 other posts of Dong69 
Well she is not Evil, most definitely Bi polar!! By your description, as for advice on trying to date your second Cousin well " JUST STOP" get the message
By Greek18cm at 05,May,18 17:01 other posts of Greek18cm 
Well she should not have sstarted it, pull me back in or try to eeduce me and yeah maybe it all will be ok by now. But she did sso...

By leopoldij at 23,May,18 15:31 other posts of leopoldij 
We're just wasting our words. I've been trekking him, for 2 years now, to completely ignore her. But he won't listen. He keeps coming back again and again to the same point. Maybe he derives pleasure by being treated like shit from a slut
By Greek18cm at 23,May,18 16:25 other posts of Greek18cm 
Do not think sso. Sshe iss just sso nice wheb she needss me. And i care sobmuch that i caan not say no. She is finding me every day aand well... i have a plan. I an going to an island for work ,maybe some disstance will give me some air becauee ass i aam here and she find me i can not eay no. I just care for her man. Ehe does not desserve it but i do. I know the logic thoughts i repeat them every day to my eelf and feel wtrong aand that i will say enough but then sshe calls aand talks and ssmiles and i just can not
By leopoldij at 23,May,18 16:51 other posts of leopoldij 
You know what you should tell her, don't you? "Go fuck yourself you filthy whore, stick any dirty old fat man's cock in your cunt, do anything you can to make money, go get a disease, live the life you chose to live, but don't be fucking calling me again because you' re a piece of shit, a worthless slyt without emotions, I dont fucking care about you or anyone like you, I'd rather touch a scorpion than talk to you ever again, so fuck off, shove your dirty money in your ass, that's probably as huge as the main thessaloniki square from the cocks that enter it daily, and don't ever speak to me again, because, for me, you and the kind of monsters like you do not exist."

Is that clear enough?
By Greek18cm at 25,May,18 09:25 other posts of Greek18cm 
Dude it iss clear aand even ssofter from what i thought to tell her... its thie moment that she sstands infront of me thaat i caant. Aand ssomehow i aam teryfied by theidea not to ssee her aagain. That i will be unable to reach her.... maaybe one day... well in 12 hourds i aamleaving. Hopefully i will enjoy my ssummer thete and maybe forget her. If i do come over her then maaybe i could be brave enough to tell her what you ssaid... aditionaaly i jusst be informed that sshe eas again with her pimp two nighyss ago. Fuck. Im going.

By leopoldij at 01,May,18 04:47 other posts of leopoldij 
"I wil try to be brief but..."

But you're a loser and not well in the head so you're either making it up and enjoying masturbating while writing it and reading our replies (which makes your story even more real in your hallucinating head) OR, if the story is real, you enjoy being the victim and cling on to someone who's not worth even being used as your toilet bowl.

In any case, you've no clue what's in your head just as you've no clue what being brief means.

We've exchanged hundreds of private messages but you don't want to listen. It's your choice.
By Greek18cm at 01,May,18 07:57 other posts of Greek18cm 
trust me i tried to be as brief as i could.

the thing is when i have a job (so the money to go out and find other girls, i am almost ok). Not thinking of her very much.

But when i cant do that and she is out with her reach guys i am sad yes.

Actuall she is making cycles around me man, not me. She has me as the center that she can safely come back when things go wrong.

I am just...
By leopoldij at 04,May,18 11:39 other posts of leopoldij 
Yes, you're just stupid for being her toy. She is evil. She could be pretty, etc, but she could be evil too.

By Shaz2014 at 30,Apr,18 23:06 other posts of Shaz2014 
Are you a little slow in the head? If she wasn't putting out or no playing whatsoever then she's clearly using you. Probably should have listened when family and friends told you she was a whore. Also if she was Fucking others and not you why buy her presents haha ?
By leopoldij at 01,May,18 04:39 other posts of leopoldij 
This has been going on for years. The guy has been telling me his story for long time. I've been telling him to forget the whore. He doesn't want to listen. He's now back at point zero. Either he's making it all up just for the thrills or, if the story is real, he's the biggest loser I've ever come across to. Either way, he is very slow in the head, not just a little.
By Greek18cm at 01,May,18 07:59 other posts of Greek18cm 
Maybe i am slow. Do not know. What i fell? i fell i luck some sertain people skills that she has a lot. Loser. Maybe but just for her, not for any other...

Thing is. Every time i do a small step to cut her out she find a way to come back.
By leopoldij at 03,May,18 18:01 other posts of leopoldij 
OK, tell her to fuck off. Forget her, because she is evil.
By Greek18cm at 04,May,18 11:00 other posts of Greek18cm 
Sdhe is not totaly evil. There is good in her. I know. Just...i have to find the sstrength and i can not... maybe i willn

By leopoldij at 01,May,18 04:58 other posts of leopoldij 
Evidence that your head is empty is that, in your little mind, the earth is flat /forum/thread.php?id=25895#274

The earth is flat with a prostitude [sic] cousin at the center, and you running around trying to get to her, but it's impossible because she's at the very center of the flat earth, surrounded by men fucking her cunt, ass and mouth every single day. And You're watching miserably but misery defines your life and you're just masturbating feeling sorry for yourself. Careful not to fall off the edge of the earth!
By Shaz2014 at 01,May,18 22:01 other posts of Shaz2014 
Fuck I don't think I've laughed so hard at comments on this site before
By leopoldij at 01,May,18 23:02 other posts of leopoldij 
Cool mate! The guy who wrote this thread is a flat earther who cares about his prostitude cousin whose cunt has been fucked by everyone excerpt him. Are you looking to fuck her too? You can't, forget it. You're at the other side of the earth .
You cant get to her cunt without falling off the edge of the flat earth
By Greek18cm at 02,May,18 09:30 other posts of Greek18cm 
Leopold firsst do not call me a flatearhther. You are so anxious to put a flag or a title to me. And if i m flatearther (i am not i juwt likke the idea to research) wht the hell iss your problem. You try very hard on thiss and i can not explain why. Some things you aproach it with logic aand others with temper aand passion. Are you sso anoyed that i want to discusss the fucking possibility of the sshape of earth. Why it makes you sso angry and agressssive and even more, what in god name is the conection between the one ssubject and the other. I can undersstand that ot being listenediss annoying. Yes you as 345 other people told me to cut her of. I did nit ignore yoy. I jusst did not have the strength to ssay no when sshe caame back. You sshould not be angry. ...i have to say all this typos iss becaauee my phone is broken for months (eee i fixed herss and not mine) idiot!
By leopoldij at 02,May,18 12:11 other posts of leopoldij 
OK, you should not be called a flatearther. You are just someone who believes that the earth is flat. It's worse than believing in, say, Krishna or Vishnu, however, because the latter is imaginary. The human mind is incredible. Some humans believe they've seen extraterrestrials. Others believe they can communicate with the dead. Others believe they have outer body experiences. I've never imagined that there would be so much delusion in this world, it's only thanks to the Internet that I find out. This is really really sad, but it explains why the world has so many problems. I'm apologize for calling you flatearther and not a believer in flat earth.

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(Although I do not see the difference. Semantically, it is the same.)
By Greek18cm at 02,May,18 16:07 other posts of Greek18cm 
The difference iss your atitude first. And second i dont believe it. Just conssidering it possible. No matter whay i beleve the point iss you are not ssuposed to have rhe right to be aggressive againet me just becausse i believe ssomething.
By leopoldij at 02,May,18 17:14 other posts of leopoldij 
I'm Not aggressive. If someone believes, for example, that his astrological sign determines his future then I will just say he's an idiot. But I'll never be aggressive towards him. I'm sorry if I appear to be aggressive. I'm only saying that beliefs of this kind are not just stupid but utterly comical.
By Greek18cm at 03,May,18 09:21 other posts of Greek18cm 
You have no wwright to intitle aanyone aand yess you apear aggresive (if you check the wordss you used befoer) - there is not a ssingle comment without an insult. If i want to believe that the moon is filed with icecreamm you have no wrigt to attack or be inssulting. Exchange your believes in a civilazied way. It felt likke you are targeting me. Not only you refer to me ass aa flatearther but also you bring up an unrelative thread to thiss wwich i obviously did not create to talk about earth.... and by the way yess i could lough t with your comments if i wass not busssy by felling other rhings. You know even if you described an unreaal picture, words can hurt to. Imagining ssomething that it fact happens( i can not fuck her while others can) is messssing with othr human feelings
By leopoldij at 03,May,18 13:36 other posts of leopoldij 
I'm sorry but if you want to believe that the moon is full of icecream, do so, but I'll call you an idiot. Not only you, but anyone who believes this. It has absolutely nothing to do with you but only with your belief.
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The other thread is not unrelated. If someone believes ridiculous things then this influences his whole thinking process. That's why, for instance, one shouldn't trust a religionist. Bullshit beliefs transform one's brain significantly. I know many people who believe in that crap called astrology. Well, they can't function properly in other domains either. Beliefs are parasites, think of them as dangerous microbes, that affect the normal behavior of one's brain.
By Greek18cm at 03,May,18 14:36 other posts of Greek18cm 
The other thread is unrelated , i ssaw this ansswer coming. Trust me when i ssay. Except my coudsin noone else has influense on me. The flaterth thing is not aa belief of mine just a ssubject i aam excited to ressearch ehatever the answer is. In fact i do not care. All i care is abouyt her
By leopoldij at 04,May,18 07:46 other posts of leopoldij 
OK, then listen to this: there's nothing to be researched regarding the earth's shape. It's known and the matter is closed.

Suppose someone came up with the idea that the head of a man is a CUBE. Would you get excited and research this?

It's the same.

As for her, forget her. Move on. The only way ahead is to find another woman. Today, not tomorrow.
By Greek18cm at 04,May,18 10:56 other posts of Greek18cm 
I have been with some girls. Sexually i can not cum even after hourw and i give up. Mentaally i just do not care for them and that ie noticeable. I tried. Maybe womeone i would be hapy but not yet. I am not intetessted to anyone... i really tried.

By phart at 01,May,18 08:58 other posts of phart 
Well,I am not the brightest bulb in the long hallway of life and sometimes I buzz and blink and flicker but I don't quickly call others dim or dumb or slow.

But since others have went ahead and said it,i would tend to agree. Apparently,you enjoy this process in some weird way and she is enjoying it to. If you enjoy misery, then keep up the process.

If it were me,I would flat out ask her on 1 of these evenings when everything is going "nice" if you can fuck her for 50 bucks. IF she says yes, then give her 50 bucks and see if it was worth all the sadness and pain.If it aint,then maby you will have a easier time getting over her.
By leopoldij at 01,May,18 11:27 other posts of leopoldij 
You don't understand that the guy has been pestering me for years asking my advice. I've water hours of my time giving him friendly and sound advice. He's now back to Where he was when we started.


He needs professional help, not a friendly advice. So I'm not gonna talk to him (anyway I don't understand half they things he tells us).

Let him run after a hooker.

By Greek18cm at 01,May,18 12:23 other posts of Greek18cm 
The thing iss "what if eshe get mad on me becauase she denieing to mme thatshe is a hookerm. Plus in a straanger maaybe sahe would ssaaid yes but to me... aand do not forget niw she is with a reach pimmp. Ni waay to faall for 50 What you suggest is being suggessted to me by sone friend. And that friend believe that if she get mad aafter some time she will reconsider. What ever the thing is not jusat to fuck her. I waant her to respect what i have done for her.

By phart at 30,Apr,18 20:52 other posts of phart 
I read most of this and basically,you are being used like toilet tissue. Find someone else.
By leopoldij at 01,May,18 04:52 other posts of leopoldij 
He's being used as a USED toilet tissue you mean.

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